Insight

I make believe
I have something to believe in
I make pretend
That we’re still friends

Left over dreams
When I woke up
I believe for a second
That we never broke up

I look through old pictures
Blew the dust off to see us kiss
I wish I knew back then
Not to let go of this

I haven’t seen your eyes sparkle
In so long
And I think about you through the lyrics
and memories triggered by songs

I haven’t felt safe since the last time you held me
And I haven’t felt the warmth since your breath last hit my body
I haven’t felt love since the last time you said you love me
I haven’t felt complete since you left me

Life has moved on and it’s been so many years
The replay of our bitter end still brings me to tears…and back
Caz I guess you were the one if I believed in that

I’m not alone but I’m so lonely
When I’m in my lovers arms
I pretend you’re holding me
And in the back of my mind
I’m still stuck in the past
Yeah, I wanna know if you still love me
But I know enough not to ask

I haven’t felt safe since the last time you held me
And I haven’t felt the warmth since your breath last hit my body
I haven’t felt love since the last time you said you love me
I haven’t felt complete since you left me

If I believe that we
could make it through
I’d spend my nights and days
Solely addicted to you

The good was so great
And the bad was outweighed
Loosing you was my worst fear
Now I am unafraid